Thursday, January 22, 2009
Okay.
So, I call this day as baddest and worsest of all the days.
I don't care even if there's no words such like baddest or worsest, but it's because it's like it.
We had our practice for our Field Demo a while ago, and I felt, well, infuriated and degraded inside. Why? Because of the categories. I felt everything around me as unfair, because our choreographer chose, erm, just the persons from the first and the second row without even regarding or thinking about the wants of those from the other rows. It was so UNFAIR (and I was at the 3rd row, dammit! xDD). Because of that, my moodswings went back, and I did something wrong to one of our classmates. ARGH. And I think you don't need to know, since it's nonsensical.
Back to the moodswings.
Because of what happened a while ago, I felt entirely disappointed about myself. Main reason: I felt very proud of myself when I was able to control my moodswings for almost a month, but then it returned just because of a mere dance number. (Or was it even a dance at all? Damnit.) I also promised to God and myself that I'll do my best just to stop cursing, but because of the 'unequal' treatment a while ago, I really cursed. And honestly, I really wanted to take off the choreographer's hair and make him bald. xDD
It's very annoying, especially because the other group was more prioritized than ours, because theirs are about 'Tribes', and ours is about 'Sinulog-Base', which was verrry boring (We don't like it, really.). Frankly speaking, I felt discriminated because, can't the choreographer just merge the two categories? It was so degrading.
Well, it was very nonsensical in a way that I'm acting too childishly. Or, was I?
Labels: annoying, ayyah, dance, irritating, nonsensical, school
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5:56 AM
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